These talks have all been given at Padmaloka Retreat Centre and uploaded to the Free Buddhist Audio website.

Uploaded: 2nd Apr 2020

Towards the end of 2018 Satyaraja led the Padmaloka Winter Retreat, 'The Awakening of the Bodhi Heart'. This was a two-week intensive meditation retreat for men training for ordination and Order members. The retreat was centred around the 'Bodhicitta practice', also known as 'tonglen', a weighty meditation practice that, through contemplating emptiness and arousing great compassion, aims at nothing less than giving rise to the Bodhicitta, or 'will to Enlightenment' for the benefit of all. During this talk Satyaraja introduces us to the principles and form of this profound practice.

Uploaded: 28th Mar 2020

At the beginning of March Satyaraja led a new retreat at Padmaloka, titled 'Essential Meditation'. The aim was to provide people with a foundational toolkit of principles and practical guidance to help them take full ownership of their meditation practice and therefore develop it to the next level. The retreat covered all areas of working in meditation from posture, balanced effort and working on the hindrances, to access concentration, the dhyanas and insight. The talks are by Satyaraja, Dharmadipa and Surata. Some of the meditations were also recorded, which you may like to use for guideded meditation. It was amazing to see the extent to which people's meditation practices were transformed and enriched during the course of the week, just by emphasizing and applying these so called 'basics'. You can download a document containing the various lists mentioned in the talks here: bit.ly/EssentialLists 

Uploaded: 21st Mar 2020

Padmavajra gives a talk on how to Go for Refuge in times of adversity, even in a time of fear. Given the situation of the world today, with threat of sickness and great uncertainty, how do we practise as Buddhists? How do we continue to deepen our practice of loving kindness, of awareness? What is the real response to the situation we find ourselves in today? Recorded on the 18th March 2020 in the Padmaloka shrine room, with an audience of the Padmaloka community.

Uploaded: 5th Mar 2020

In this talk Bodhinaga explores Bhante Sangharakshitas classic talk 'Mind - Reactive and Creative', given in 1967. He does this through the image of the Wheel of Life and its power to function as a mirror, reflecting back our mind. He also uses personal examples to ellucidate how to check the reactive mind and ccultivate the creative mind. Talk given during the February Great Gathering weekend at Padmaloka Retreat Centre.

Uploaded: 5th Mar 2020

In this talk Padmavajra explores the first two verses of the Dhammapada and their far reaching implications. He explores how we create not only our own happiness or suffering through our actions but also how we create worlds, worlds of suffering or worlds conducive to human growth and even freedom. He then describes how the Bodhisattva works tirelessly and heroicly to create a Buddha field for the benefit of all beings. Talk given during the February Great Gathering weekend at Padmaloka Retreat Centre.

Uploaded: 30th Jan 2020

In this talk Padmavajra explores the Altruistic dimension of Going for Refuge - The Bodhisattva Ideal - through Bhante's poem 'The Guardian Wall'. He particularly explores the line in the poem: 'The loveliest Bodhisattvas are the anonymous' and what this means for somebody aspiring to practice the great ideal of the Bodhisattva. Talk given at Padmaloka retreat centre during the 'Bodhisattva Ideal' retreat in January 2020.

Uploaded: 6th Jan 2020

In this short personal talk, Aryadasa discusses his experience of moving through fear in order to live a life more dedicated to love and friendship. He talks about the difficulties involved in this transition and the fruits that come from working through such difficulties. Talk given at Padmaloka Retreat Centre in November 2019 as part of the Sub35 Men's 'Fearless Love' retreat.

Uploaded: 6th Jan 2020

In this talk Satyakirti explores a set of ways through which we can work with fear in our practice, particularly through love and friendship. Using the Angulimala Sutta as an example, he explains how even the greatest fears can be overcome, and how a Buddha is entirely free from fear. Talk given at Padmaloka Retreat Centre in December 2019 as part of the Sub35s 'Fearless Love' retreat.

Uploaded: 6th Jan 2020

In this short personal talk, Joris discusses his experience of moving through fear in order to live a life more dedicated to love and friendship. He talks about his movement away from a life of ambition and status and towards being increasingly connected with others. He also describes his experiences of the fears he had to overcome to make this movement. Talk given at Padmaloka Retreat Centre in November 2019 as part of the Sub35 Men's 'Fearless Love' retreat.

Uploaded: 16th Nov 2019

Saddharaja relates his first experiences and impact of Triratna culture on him. He explores the goddess Sarasvati from Chapter 7 of the sutra and the promises she makes to the monk who protects the sutra. This goddess represents culture and learning and the talk explores the cultures Buddhism has flourished in and the future of Buddhism in the world. The last of four talks given during the Open Retreat at Padmaloka Retreat Centre in October 2019.

Uploaded: 16th Nov 2019

Saddharaja introduces Chapter 18 The Chapter on the Tigress. He explores self-sacrifice as a component of the Bodhisattva Ideal. He goes on to explore compassion and altruism, and how we can develop these by letting go of attachment and hatred, and thereby gaining true freedom. The third of four talks given during the Open Retreat at Padmaloka Retreat Centre in October 2019.

Uploaded: 16th Nov 2019

Saddharaja describes the rainy season in India and its role in the origin of confession practice in Buddhism. He goes on to describe the different kinds of confession practice, their benefits and how they totally differ from confession in other religions. He also introduces the sutra's nexus, Chapter 3 The Chapter on Confession with it's great import and beauty. The second of four talks given during the Open Retreat at Padmaloka Retreat Centre in October 2019.

Uploaded: 16th Nov 2019

In this introductory talk to The Sutra of Golden Light, Saddharaja gives us an historical overview of the sutra, and its extraordinary reputation, plus a story about his own meeting with the sutra in 1983. He introduces chapters 1&2 and also suggests how we might best approach the sutra ourselves in order to experience its riches. The first of four talks given during the Open Retreat at Padmaloka Retreat Centre in October 2019.

Uploaded: 2nd Nov 2019

In this talk Padmavajra speaks about his the inspiration he has gained from Dr Ambedkar's Dhamma Revolution. He draws on his experience of living and working in India with Indian order members, mitras and friends and how his own faith in the Dhamma has been deepened and strengthened through his encounter with the life and teachings of Dr Ambedkar. He also tells how we in the west can learn from Dr Ambedkar and his followers. Talk given during the October 2019 Great Gathering weekend at Padmaloka Retreat Centre.

Uploaded: 2nd Nov 2019

The world is a mess. We all want to change it. But do we have a choice between making the world a better place and making ourselves a better being? In this talk Vadanya explores how our Dharma practice and our desire to make the world a better place can be two sides of the same coin, tackling the real great issues of our time. Talk given during the October 2019 Great Gathering weekend at Padmaloka Retreat Centre.

Uploaded: 7th Oct 2019

In this talk given at Padmaloka, Jnanavaca explores the path to insight in the context of Triratna's system of practice. He does this by exploring the three myths of self-development, self-surrender and self-discovery, as well as spiritual death and spiritual rebirth in the dharma life. Talk given in October 2019 during the Autumn Short Order retreat.

Uploaded: 7th Oct 2019

In this talk given at Padmaloka, Maitreyabandhu explores the path to insight in the context of Triratna's system of practice. He does this by exploring the three myths of self-development, self-surrender and self-discovery, as well as spiritual death and spiritual rebirth in the dharma life. Talk given in October 2019 during the Autumn Short Order retreat.

Uploaded: 29th Sep 2019

In this talk Padmavajra gives a free commentary on the Padhana Sutta from the Sutta Nipata in which the Buddha, before his Enlightenment, is attacked - and overcomes - Mara. Talk given at Padmaloka Retreat Centre during the September 2019 Ordination Training weekend.

Uploaded: 16th Sep 2019

In this talk, Sarvananda looks at how our engagement with the arts can help us move from literal mindedness to an imaginative engagement with Buddhist myth and symbol. Talk given at Padmaloka Retreat Centre during the 2019 East Anglian Men's Retreat.

Uploaded: 15th Jul 2019

In this moving and rousing talk, Dhammachari Amoghasiddhi illustrates how the Dhamma can radically transform people's lives, liberating them from a hellish existence, particularly in India. Using the examples of his own life, as well as the lives of Bhante Sangharakshita, Dr Babasaheb Ambedkar and others, he explains that if we want to live a meaningful life, we must open up to the suffering of others and do everything we can to help alleviate their suffering. Talk given at Padmaloka Retreat Centre on the Bodhisattva Ideal Retreat in July 2019.

Uploaded: 8th Jul 2019

In this talk given on the Mythic Context retreat, Sanghadasa recalls important aspects of his life story. By doing this, he explores the meaning of his name and discovers how it is connected to the Myth of the Return Journey from the White Lotus Sutra. Talk given at Padmaloka Retreat Centre in June 2019.

Uploaded: 8th Jul 2019

In this talk given during the Mythic Context retreat, Padmasagara shares memories of his first encounters with the Bodhisattva Ideal and tells the story of the creation of Sukhavati, the Pureland of the Buddha Amitabha. Talk given at Padmaloka Retreat Centre in June 2019.

Uploaded: 30th Jun 2019

In this talk given at the first Padmaloka Festival Day, Padmavajra begins by talking about the Buddha image in the Padmaloka shrine room. This leads to Bhante's evocation of the Buddha's Enlightenment as described in the Udana, from there to disciples' remembrance of the Buddha, to the Bodhisattvas, to faith, to Buddhas everywhere. Talk given at Padmaloka Retreat Centre in June 2019.

Uploaded: 3rd Jun 2019

…the next step is the most important. Renunciation is a word easily reacted to. In this talk Dharmashalin brings it closer to home, making it more doable and, at the same time, more challenging. He shows that, rather than being self denying, renunciation is actually giving up that which is limiting and repetitive. Inspired by Milarepa’s profound commitment to transformation and freedom, the question is: what small step can we take right now to enter into a wider world of freedom and possibility? Talk given at Padmaloka Retreat Centre in June 2019 during the Men's Great Gathering weekend.

Uploaded: 3rd Jun 2019

In this talk, Padmavajra tells us about Aloka's painting of Milarepa sitting above his sun and moon disciples, Gampopa and Rechungpa. He tells us about Milarepa's single-minded devotion to the fiercely compassionate Marpa. He tells us about Milarepa's strange green, transcendental otherness and his training of Gampopa and the turbulent Rechungpa. We hear about Milarepa in old age and the fickleness of the community around him. At the end we hear Milarepa singing through Arthasiddhi: The Song of Meeting and Parting. Talk given at Padmaloka Retreat Centre in June 2019 during the Men's Great Gathering weekend.

Uploaded: 7th Apr 2019

In this final talk of the retreat, Paraga discusses the importance of connecting with both Myth and Kalyana Mitrata as key aspects to help translate Dhardo Rimpoche’s aspect of ‘Radiate Love’ into our Dharma life. Talk given at Padmaloka retreat centre during the 'A Living Bodhisattva' retreat in March 2019.

Uploaded: 7th Apr 2019

In this third talk Padmavajra explores the second part of Dhardo Rimpoche's message. As well as describing and commentating on the Buddha's teaching of the six memorable qualities that lead to love, respect and unity, he also gives personal reminiscences of his meetings with Dhardo Rimpoche. Talk given at Padmaloka retreat centre during the 'A Living Bodhisattva' retreat in March 2019.

Uploaded: 7th Apr 2019

This second talk is on the first part of Dhardo Rimpoche's message, 'Cherish the Doctrine'. In the talk, Satyaraja explores what it means to 'cherish' or treasure the Dharma in all its aspects, and as both the teaching of the Buddha and his Enlightenment experience. The talk concludes with the importance of seeing the Dharma as beautiful if we are to truly cherish it. Talk given at Padmaloka retreat centre during the 'A Living Bodhisattva' retreat in March 2019.

Uploaded: 7th Apr 2019

In this first talk, Padmasagara evokes Dhardo Rimpoche by giving an account of his life and states five ways in which he can be regarded as an Ideal Dharmachari, and thus a source of inspiration for all Order members and those training for ordination. Talk given at Padmaloka retreat centre during the 'A Living Bodhisattva' retreat in March 2019.

Uploaded: 6th Apr 2019

In this talk Padmavajra contemplates Beauty in different areas of Dharma life, including the beauty of people, of ethics, of friendship, community and 'institutions', and of wisdom. He also looks at the relationship between metta, formless beauty and the yidam, as well as knowing what beauty really is and 'the pregnant man'. This talk was given at Padmaloka retreat centre during the Spring Short Order retreat in March 2019.